Evacuees fear having to leave Fort McMurray permanently

There's an agonizing feeling weighing on the tens of thousands of evacuees now scattered across Alberta uncertainty about how much life has changed and frustration that there is nothing to do but wait.

Kim McGregor and Cory Sammann consider themselves lucky, which is remarkable because they don't know if their house in Fort McMurray is still standing and they don't know when they might be able to go back to work.

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"To see a city destroyed like that, in a matter of a few days, is just mind boggling,"Sammannsaid.

They say they feel fortunate because they are now sharing a one-room log cabin with their cats at Christina Lake, nearConklin,Alta., where they spend a great deal of time on their porch, constantly refreshing theirsmartphones.

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They are eager to know how big the fire is growing and what areas of the city burned since they fled down Highway 63 on Tuesday.

It was an experience they describe as apocalyptic and traumatizing.

"I am scared to go back. I am scared to see it. It was devastating,"McGregorsaid.

She does administration work for energy companies in the city, and her husband works at one of theoilsandssites to the north.

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They have lived in the city for decades as Fort McMurray grew from what they described as commuter town to a community.

Shut down, scale back

But now, they fearthe opportunities in Fort McMurray aregone, because a big part of the town has been destroyedand oil and gas companies have shut down and scaled back further.

"Production is cut right off," he said.

The young couple was already considering a move because of the downturn, and say the wildfire likely solidified their decision.

"What do we restart from? I think it is going to force a lot to leave. Our population is going to shrink," Samman said.

Fort McMurray has experienced thousands of layoffs since the price of oil plunged. People who had been struggling to find work are now also looking for a place to stay.

Keilal Brown moved to Fort McMurray from Newfoundland seven years ago, and her entire family built their life around the city and its jobs in the energy industry.

Last year, her boyfriend got laid off.

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"We were six months without work,"she said, while scanning the mostly empty shelves at a corner store inConklin. "We just got back on our feet, so now it is a new start."

But a new start where?She has beentold 15 homes on her street havebeen destroyed, as have13 in her boyfriend's neighbourhood.

Still she tries to remain optimistic.

"We just got to not worry about and take every day for it is. Our family is all out safe. If we have to move, we will move."

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