Family wants apology after pastor throws out shoes left on Catholic church steps to honour Indigenous children

WARNING: This story contains distressing details.

When Sammie Ne Hiyawakplaced five pairs of shoes on the steps ofa Roman Catholic church in Haldimand County,they thought about their father an Ontario residential school survivor.

The shoes, placed on June 7, also served as a memorialafter the remains of some215 Indigenous children were detected on the site of a former residential school in Kamloops, B.C.

But later the same day, Pastor Sunny Sebastian of St.Michael the Archangel in Dunnville, Ont., put the shoes in a garbage bag to throw them away, saying they were a tripping hazard.

Removal of the shoes sparked controversy on social media, andSebastian said he onlylearned afterward why the shoes were left on the steps.

But Ne Hiyawak, who uses they/them pronouns, believesSebastian was aware of the memorials around Canada. They added the condition of the shoes was symbolic "of what these children went through. They were put through hell."

"Those children were treated like they were dirty."

Ne Hiyawak'sfather,of James Bay Cree and Abenaki, was 10, and Ne Hiyawak's uncle was five when they were forced toattend Kenora'sCecilia Jeffery Indian Residential School. The schoolconducted medical and nutritional experiments on children.

"He told stories of being hit across the face with one of those hand bells and having his ears pulled so hard, they ripped away from the side of his head. That's the tame stuff," Ne Hiyawaksaid.

"Those were shoes I put out there for my relatives."

Sebastiansaid he didn't initiallyrealize the shoeswere serving as a memorial, pointing out that people have lefttrash and beer bottles in front of the church before.

He also said no one told him in advance and there was no sign to show the shoes were meant to bea memorial.

Shoes were too dirty, pastor says

On June 8, at least a dozen people showed up with shoes, toys and other mementos to create another memorial, which Sebastian approved buthe still threw out the original shoesNe Hiyawak left the day before.

"Not even one shoe was good enough for anything ... they were torn and good for no one," Sebastiansaid in an interview on Friday.

"If you are doing a memorial, you put nice shoes ... when a person dies, you don't put artificial flowers on top of a casket."

Sebastian said he prayed for the Indigenous children, andis close to people in Six Nations of the Grand River.

Diocese says situation is 'misunderstanding'

Margaret Jong, vice-chancellor of the Diocese of St. Catharines, called the situation a "very unfortunate misunderstanding" and said she didn't know the shoes were tossed away.

"I'm very sad to hear that," she said in an interview on Saturday.

"We're very sorry if there was offence given by the actions of any of us since the news about Kamloops and we want to be respectful."

Jong also pointed to a statement from the bishop of St. Catharineswho expressed "profound sorrow and regret for all the pain and suffering experienced by children who were forced to attend these schools run by Catholic bishops, priests and nuns."

"It is a dark period of our history and one that we can never forget," the bishop said in the statement.

Meanwhile,Pope Francis hasn't issued a formal apology about the discovered remains.

Ne Hiyawak saidthey want to hear fromSebastian. So far, the Ontario Provincial Police has acted as a liaison.

"He owes my family an apology," they said

Support is available for anyone affected by their experience at residential schools, and those who are triggered by the latest reports.

A nationalIndian Residential School Crisis Linehas been set up to provide support for former students and those affected. People can access emotional and crisis referral services by calling the 24-hour national crisis line: 1-866-925-4419.