Outage outrage: Why can't we cope when the internet goes down?

The world didn't end Wednesday morning, but for some Atlantic Canadians, it almost felt like it.

The internet that lifeline of information or bastion of distraction, depending on how you look at it disappeared for some Bell Aliant customers,as an unexpected FibreOPoutage darkened home computer screens across the region.

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It reappeared some hours later, but not without customers venting their rage in the meantime, in all places, on the internet, via mobile devices.

So why couldn't we all just relax, keep calm and carry on, or whatever the cool meme is these days? Turns out, the answer isn't that simple.

A small disclaimer: I have been called a Luddite before, and it's not entirely inaccurate. While I may work and lurkin the inner recesses of the CBC websiteduring the day, I largely spend my off-work hours offline, missing with joy important emailsand forgetting to wish people a happy birthday on Facebook.

So, when I saw the internet had gone down, my knee-jerkreaction wasstop whining, and savour some enforced freedom from the screen.

Good thing there are experts on this sort of stuff out there to set my prejudices into perspective.

Valid panic

Not everyone needed their internetfirst thing Wednesday to simply update a status. The digital world runs deep in our veins, in very essential ways.

It's how many of us check the latest weather, find out where the traffic jams are en route to work,make doctor appointments or get the phone number for your child's daycare.

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So in the event of an unexpected outage our worlds really are thrown out of whack, andfor good reason,says one expert in digital communications and culture.

"It's a moment where we realize how deeply integrated our lives are with online connectivity. Becausewe may just think, 'oh, Icould survive without it,' and then when it goes down, we realize the many, almost unconscious, ways we turn to the web all day long," saidSidneyeve Matrix, a professorin media and filmat Queens University.

"For the most part, Ithink it's very valid that when we find ourselves unplugged, we sort of panic."

And often, it's not as simple as turning on the TV or newspaper to get the forecast. Lots of people have cut the cord with cableor cancelled their daily subscription, and even if they haven't, there's an expectation that what's online is more accurate.

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"We know that when we go to the web, there's value-added material, and the most updated, real-time reporting.Andin an information economy, people get used to that kind of convenience and information flow, 24/7 news feed, really quickly," said Matrix,an expert I found via a Google search, then communicated with through email, before finally speaking withon the phone.

Dependence vs. addiction

It's easy enough to disparage someone bemoaning theoutage by framing it in terms of an internet addiction that so-and-so should just get offline and get a life.

And while internet addiction is increasingly being recognized as a real problem and possibly a mental disorder, that's a serious charge to levy.

It's very valid that when we find ourselves unplugged, we sort of panic.- Sidneyeve Matrix

"When we have to be disconnected, we may experience major discomfort.And then we may explain that by saying, this is about addiction. But the language of addiction may be overkill," Matrix argued.

Addiction hardly suffices whenmany people's internetuse reflects the fact that daily or mundaneactivities think, driver's licence renewals have simply moved online.

"That's why Ithink the conversationabout addiction is probably fairly misguided. Because Ithink that when we look at how people are using social media, and mobile media and online resources to manage our families and our jobs, then what's more important than that?" she said.

And while this may result in a dependence so strong that you can actually pay a program to block the internet for you the crucial difference between thatand an unexpected outage,lies inthe choice, and control, to disconnect.

The way of ourworld

One notable facet of Wednesday's outage was that outcry came not just from youngtechnophiles, but all walks of life, pointing to the seismic shift in the way we function. Again, no surprise toSidneyeveMatrix.

"This is basically a mainstream communication tool. I don't think it's all that different from how a couple of generations back, we would rely on the telephone," she said.

Admittedly, the 'we' we're talking about here is a slim portion of the global population. As Canadians, most of us hold a particularly connected worldview, although there are pockets of the country still without broadband access, and hurting because of that.

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Many of us have the option to hop on a mobile device or take advantage of free public Wi-Fito get aninternetfix amid an outage.

And in that light, in the midst of complaining of inconvenience, perhaps it's better to hold our tongues occasionally and consider those who are unconnected, but would like to be, in order to better themselves and their circumstances.

Some people got a taste of that darkness Wednesday, and didn't like it.