'I regret going': Protester says he spent life savings to support Freedom Convoy

A protester who joined the so-called Freedom Convoy, which occupied downtown Ottawa for much of February, says he regrets taking partafter helost $13,000 and his homeprotesting something he never really "had a stance on."

"I regret going,'' said Martin Joseph Anglehart, who spoke to CBC via Zoom from Hope, B.C.

Anglehart said he has "nothing left" after spending his life savings on gas and food for the occupiers, who disrupted Ottawa's downtowncore for more than three weeks.

"I started delivering fuel and picking up laundry. Everything for the truckers."

From Jan. 28to Feb. 14, bank statements provided to CBC show Anglehart transferred thousands of dollarsand spent thousands more at a gas stationroughly an hour east from Coventry Road where he was stationed for the majority of the protest.

Anglehartiscurrently living out of his SUV, as he said his landlord kicked him out over his "point of view" concerning the protest.

'Never had a stance on mandates'

Anglehartsaid he's unable to access his account because it remains frozen. More than250 accounts linked to peopleandbusinesses involved in convoy protests were frozen after the Emergencies Act was invoked.

Millions of dollars were donated through online crowd fundraisers, but Anglehart said he never saw a cent from those funds. Instead, he said he relied on the roughly $2,000 in cash donations from fellow convoy participants to go home.

Anglehartadmits he never had"a stance on mandates"but felt drawn to the movement after he was prevented from visiting a dying friend at a Montreal hospital in June 2020 because of COVID-19 restrictions.

After hearing about the convoy to Ottawa, he closed his web development business in January and left his home in Fort McKay, Alta.

"[We]merged with a convoy around Medicine Hat," said Anglehart."I thought that [it]was a cause that was bigger than me. And I thought it was worth the effort to go."

Illegal occupation

On Feb. 11, Ontario Premier Doug Ford declared the protest an "illegal occupation."

Four days later, Anglehart said he was arrested for delivering fuel to truckers and was told to leave.

He was soon released on conditions that he leaveOttawa immediately.

Anglehart'sDodge Caravan was also seized. It remains impounded andAnglehart saidhe can't affordto get it back.

While feelings of regret take over, there are also feelings of contrition.

"I would like to apologize to [the]people in Ottawa," said Anglehart. "I'm sorry All I wanted was to help people."

'Cost for participating'

When hearing Anglehart's story, University of Ottawa law professor Joao Vellososaid he was not surprised.

Velloso conducted his research on the ground in Ottawa during the entirety of the occupation. He was examining the anthropological and sociological aspect of the protest.

"You may have people that [were]seeking a sense of community," said Velloso." Everybody was tired of the pandemic And you see people for the first time in two years I can totally understand that."

But there is a cost, he warned.

"We are not talking about people with a lot of resources," he said."They have their trucks, they have some funds [but]the vast majority of the protesters [were]middle class, sometimes low middle class."

Velloso also points to the $300-millionclass-action lawsuitagainst protesters launched by downtown Ottawa residents and businesses.

He saidit could bankrupt those named in the suit.When it comes down to all the donations, it's hard to track down where all the money went, said Velloso.

"Not all of the people that were there received the money that some organizers received," he said."We have no idea if there was dark money to that in the sense that other sources of funding that we don't know."