Trans man performs Mumford & Sons duet with former voice for healing

Musician Victor Quinlan never thought he would get the response he has by covering a song.

The journey to finding himself started in university. Quinlanattended atransgender discussion andfelt he could relate to what he was hearing. That waswhen he thought he might be transgender.

And after sitting with that thought for a year, he began his transition.

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Music was always a part of Quinlan'slife, with him learning to play guitar in grade school and starting to sing in high school. For him, music was a way to build confidence and connect with himself.

But when he started transitioning, he broke his wrist and wasn't able to play music at all, he said.

Not only was Quinlan wasn't able to play guitar,as he transitioned, hisvoice changed.

"I pretty much lost the ability to sing. I barely had an octave range for a long time," hesaid.

And without music in his life, he turned to drugs to get him through. It was a difficult time where he didn't have a lot of support.

"It was really lonely and painful," he said. "That year was probably the darkest in my life."

After graduating university, he worked on some self-healing with the aid of someone close to the church, and also connected with the LGBTcommunity.

"It think the reason thathuman beings suffer, a lot is because we feel lonely and isolated," Quinlan said, "So I think putting some effort into finding where the community is" would be helpful.

He found a virtual community to help him.

"They weren't physically there, but I could relate with the things they were saying and they did exist somewhere in the world." he said.

Eventually Quinlan began to play music more and learned how to sing with his new voice.

"Last year around Pride I decided that I wanted to do a live duet with an old recording of myself," he said.

He wasn't sure he could sing it or harmonize, but after some practice, he played a cover of 'Not with haste' by Mumford & Sons, a British band.

And every time he played the song in the past year, Quinlan said peoplewould give him a standing ovation and share their own stories with him.

"There were people who were older telling me about how they felt that they missed their opportunity to transitionand they felt more free being able to see me living my truth," Quinlan said. "It was way more amazing than I ever imagined it would be."

He initially chose the song because he had some recording time and had to pick a song heknew. Little did he realize how much the lyrics would relate to his life years later.

Quinlan recited the lyrics,"We'll run and scream, you'll dance with me. We'll live our dreams and we'll be free. Then we'll be who we are and heal our scars and sadness will be far away."