Controversial gay Muslim film has world premiere in Toronto

A Sinner in Mecca is proving to be the most controversial film at this year's Hot Docs festival in Toronto.

For Indian-born, New York-based, openly gay Muslim filmmakerParvezSharma, it was a film he just had to make, despite the enormousrisks.

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"TheHajjis the highest calling for any Muslim," he told CBC News. "For years I felt I really needed to go, so this film is about me coming out as a Muslim. I'm done coming out as a gay man."

Undercover in Saudi Arabia

Sharma, whose first film, A Jihad for Love, premiered in 2008, made his new one by going undercover in Saudi Arabia.

He videotaped his journey to Meccasurreptitiouslyon hisiPhoneand other small cameras that looked like phones since filming isn't permitted in Saudi Arabia and homosexuality can be punished by death.

"I was terrified because they reserve the death penalty for people like me," Sharmasaid.

Several times he had his equipment seized and video files deleted by authorities. But he perseveredwith both his spiritual journey and his film.

"I was there making this pilgrimage for the thousands of gay Muslims who were too scared to go to Saudi Arabia, who would feel they would never be welcome," Sharma said. "I felt I was doing it for them."

Death threats

A Sinner in Mecca has its world premieretonightin Toronto, but before it has even been seen, the film's very existence has earned Sharmahate mail and death threats from angry Muslims.

Thefilm was also denounced by the Iranian government for promoting homosexuality. The Hot Docs festival has added extra security for the filmmaker's safety and for patrons attending the three sold-out screenings.

"I think I carry it as a weight on my shoulders," explainsSharma,"aheavy burden because I really want Muslims to embrace this film."

Sharmainsists he didn't make the film as a provocation but he hopes it will help lead to social change.

"I feel the film is a call to action to all Muslims," he said, "to change the things that need to change within 21st Century Islam. We're running out of time."

The Hot Docs Canadian International Documentary Festival runs throughMay 3.

Watch our interview withParvez Sharm in the video above.